6/22/2006 7:43 am
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4. I started this blog, ironically, at a time when my writing time and my online time is at a minimum (compared to other times in my life and times)... still, I write as I breath, often, though not always deeply...
0. the hopeful child inside who thought maybe that by starting a blog on a personals site would somehow suddenly bring more friends, love, romance, and all that jazz into my life offline is off dreaming such dreams in other imaginary worlds... still, I am always hopeful, even when I am dragging around...
7. lately I've been gasping for time for myself, wondering if it is time to pick up and wander again, but realizing it gets more expensive to do with with each passing year and I hear a slow rumble of some sort of discomfort in the distance and I shudder as I wonder if it perhaps a touch of acceptance of normalcy...
3. I am too young inside to be that old...
2. and besides, I just want to have fun... but more, I want to share the fun with someone who understands how life can always be fun no matter what (and granted, fun has been a lot easier to come by at other times in this life)... someone with the energy and stamina and imagination to run with me... what I seek is not superficial, not temporary, not momentary thrills, but a lasting connection and partnership that includes the online world, but is mostly focused in the offline world...
5. I'll be back from time to time to see if anyone has noticed me and being me, I will be writing more...
1. I always do...
4. hope your life is fun today... as much as I love words, the writing and the reading and the sharing, the literary fantasies are not enough... I want to hold hands, to hug, to walk together, to cuddle sharing music and movies and words and shows and concerts and running around parks and exercising and passion (yes sexual, but no less passion for everything positive in life)...
8. if you pass through Orlando and think you might understand or just want to walk around with someone who lives here, give me a call... maybe through meeting we can help each other find what we are looking for... if you want to read more about me before you do, just add dot net to my name and explore my online writings...
2. be clever, be bold, be wise... and be kind...
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